While I sit here on my comfy bed with its green sheets working on my essay for my philosophy course, I can hear the whooshes of the cars passing by on the road outside my window. My blinds half drawn keep flapping in and out occasionally reminding me of their presence. The little attention-seekers! But they also make me feel thankful for their company on this silent night when I have to sit and build a bridge of thoughts and ideas that is at least 2200 words long. Ambivalence is in my heart, I am tired, but I can't sleep, I want to experience the bliss that comes from delayed gratification. A good grade on my paper is what I'd like to see, that nice sparkling A that appears on my transcript is worth a million sleepless nights if that is what it takes to get there.
My faithful one and only Winamp continues to generate inspiration, my little magic box.
My first final in 2 days, actually more like 1 day, or to be more specific in 34 hours, yes, I actually counted the hours.
I made a summer reading list for myself. I must finish all the half-read ones that lie in the safety of my multi-purpose closet before I can begin any new ones, but I guess that may not really stop me from starting any new ones. I don't have a bookcase. It would be nice to have one.
My essay beckons, I must get back. Talk to you soon!
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